Very much later, and always hanging in between things. Other kinds of preparations done, experiencing the difference between feeling stable on a technical level but way less so in matters of communication. Too much thinking before too much talking and the introvert trying to find its place in a very much interaction-based process. Also: Windowsill, evening breath, even following a couple of sunny hours these days feel way colder than expected but at least this way heat's one factor to be ruled out when talking lack of rest. Sleep safe everyone wherever you are.

Ein neuer schneller Kontextwechsel, Erfordernisse auf verschiedenen Ebenen und Wichtungen, die sich schlecht vergleichen lassen. Es ist schwer, Reihenfolge in Dinge zu bringen. Über die Büronachbarschaft treiben federweiche Wolken, die andere Baustelle hat ihre eigene Lautstärke, ein Bagger rollt auf einen Tieflader und man ist gewillt, Dinge zu ignorieren, aber sie drängen sich auf, kraftvoll und durchdringend. Dazu Rückmeldungen in offenen Themen. Ein Schritt vor. Zwei zurück.

Fast paced morning, small steps and yet they still amount to a longer walk. Sky's clearing, more sunlight, disputable music from the balconies on the other side of the crossroad and this is something not too expected in the office neighbourhood. Also: Scalability issues, connection trouble, and these gaps in between systems that make bigger structures stumble. Mondays in a nutshell.

Closing in on 10pm, fast steps tired steps. A recap of the hours spent since morning. With the decision to keep track even of shorter periods of time, things get messy and confused and at some point the brain needs to look at something else. Swinging between a giggle and a sigh, noticing the evening lights across the street, that appartment that's not so empty anymore, the late dinner and these candles on a large table, just barely hidden behind the curtains of the balcony door. Too late for tea too late for wine and maybe the night is willing to settle still. Sleep tight everyone wherever you are.

Along the hours and in between milestones day opted for sun. Window opened wide again. Blinds pulled up, still shivering in a light breeze. Reviewing code, trusting changes made by others but unsure about ones owns. Stories of imposters and alternating realities, pondering requirements and estimations and wild guessing. A heavy system aches under load.