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An unknown yet substantial amount of moments later, an unknown and possibly…

6 May 2026 at 22:17

An unknown yet substantial amount of moments later, an unknown and possibly irrelevant amount of insights later, it's about to be night again. Resting on the floor, feeling like sleepwalking but without sleeping or walking and there's something confusing to that. Browsing the music library at hand, exploring the unknown and feeling content getting nowhere. There's no need for that right now, anyway. Sleep well everyone wherever you are.

Late evening chores: Closing what work left open, in a rush. Committing ope…

27 April 2026 at 22:20

Late evening chores: Closing what work left open, in a rush. Committing open changes, in code and everywhere else. Comparing different versions of realities but feeling too tired to draw conclusions so it's all about a report to trickle down onto tomorrow. Slow steps, fast thoughts, clustering issues and topics and lacking a clear separation in between. The world outside is silent; a soothing experience even though making some other noise more prominent. Day settles. Sleep tight everyone wherever you are.

The other end of the day and still, again somewhat entangled in different t…

22 April 2026 at 21:54

The other end of the day and still, again somewhat entangled in different threads. Side-effects of having reconnected to various e-mail inboxes: Synchronicity as a challenge, sometimes messages fail to manifest itself in the right sequence and sometimes sequence is order is part of meaning. Sometimes? Verified solutions, security by obscurity and it's more than just that to remain in twilight for today. Once more, tea cooled down, machines so far didn't, and the mind didn't, either. Recharching, as a process that doesn't happen just in between. And the conscious decision of dedicating time to that. Sleep safe everyone wherever you are.

A lot later, out of the cold and into artificial rain, hearing feeling ever…

26 February 2026 at 22:37

A lot later, out of the cold and into artificial rain, hearing feeling every drop on its way down, washing away the day and what vaning tensions left behind. Unbiased quiet moment, trying to be without thinking for a bit. And then immediately pending between building cities out of daring ideas - and just sinking into dreams the very next second. Unsure what's more likely. Sleep tight everyone wherever you are.

Finally and close to night again: Dizzy under a wide clear sky, counting th…

11 December 2025 at 22:38

Finally and close to night again: Dizzy under a wide clear sky, counting the stars and failing, starting over once more all along the lines and shapes of constellations. Ancient myths, legendary animals, trips not taken and a north star somewhere in between to guide whoever believes in this. Still, there's an odd old feeling to it, distanced and soothing and a bit of the day already calms down in this pale dim light. Opening closing doors. Leaving bags where they fall down. Heavy body restless mind. Sleep tight everyone wherever you are.

Many hours later again. Certain achievements ignored, paid a lot of attenti…

8 December 2025 at 22:26

Many hours later again. Certain achievements ignored, paid a lot of attention to everything that remained undone today. Sessions expired, passwords inaccessible, a deep breath and the city outside slowed down quite a while ago. Typing some arcane commands. Waiting for things to settle, before giving in to the dreams already floating through tired air. This is not a straight line in between today and tomorrow. Sleep tight everyone wherever you are.

A lot later, once more. Breathing and stretching against todays tensions. D…

13 November 2025 at 22:12

A lot later, once more. Breathing and stretching against todays tensions. Dissociating. Handling a reoccurring sensation of earlier anger, mixed with a good dose of guilt. Unsubscribed from a bunch of podcasts because they increasingly start to feel unrelated and part of a bubble one doesn't belong to. Resorted to music instead, for a bit, shuffle through a collection of sounds capable of inspiring a lot of contradictory moods. Indecisive yet whether this is a good or a difficult thing. Painting the night in the colours of dreams, hopefully the more cheerful ones. Sleep tight everyone wherever you are.

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